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F-R-I-E-N-D-S will be just fine:)

2010-04-11T12:35:00.000-07:00

alright..here i am..updating again..hahaha...

so here it goes.. mira just wana be friends with me..well..hurtful..yeah..but have to respect it:)
i just dont knw wht she wants.she ask me not to move on..well..i did..but she didnt want to be
with me again..how confusing is tht? i must say..she's kinda lost..well..we had an agreement..
i GUESS..maybe i made the agreement:) i sure DID..well she want me to be there when i need her.
alright..sure thing...she dont want me to move on..cause she dont want me to ignore her..well..
sure thing:) i love her..i must say..i still do..wht can i say..she is the best n the worst i've ever had..
so the agreement was tht..i stick to loving her...n i shall be tht friend tht she wants..n she will continue
to cntct me..which, btw, she is nt desperate for doing so..its just the way it works..i cant cntct her much..
n i dn think she will be there when i need her..as usual..but yeah..i will be there when she needs me..
i guess..n so it is decided..she doesnt want me..but i want her..n there u go..friends..it is hurtful u knw.
but telling her tht..wouldnt be much of a big deal for her..so yeah..no point of grieving..just moving on..
love u alots nur ummirah nasser:) but i just hope u wont find someone better then me..who love u so much..
hahahhahhaha...k im evil..so wht? love is selfish in any ways..i just want u back..so by saying tht u wont
find someone better then me..maybe there is a slight chance tht we will be together again..praying for tht
day to come...
tht's all for nw!! i guess pretty much i let it out..:)
so yeah..toodles!! till the next post..;)

love,
fir

firdaus sempit! :D

2010-04-02T02:30:00.001-07:00

(haha..see hw happy she is..doing something tht i didnt knw;))
olaa firdaus , mirawr here.
here you go , your edited blog. a little plain, but still okay .
kayhh , bye! :D

p/s:the pic was upload by me..n the post..well...it was mira..haha...
she helped me edit my blog..n well..she did some talking too:D

love,
fir

A DAY OF REJECTION

2010-04-01T12:20:00.000-07:00

well well well.... start off well today...wake up as usual...:) n guess wht...i still thinks of her everytime i wake up from sleep... i dont knw why...it just made me feel tht she thinks of me as well..hehe..
so the plan for today was to hang out with apiz...planned to go clubbing with his friends..n faris tagged along...he was damn lame ahh at first..trying to ask any girl to join us...hahahhah...it was funny though...
but then i had to work..so i punch out from work at 10.30...n meet them at 10.45..tht was fast..:)
so they were planning to go zirca..but as u knw..zirca management is like so wtf n racist..hahah..n all of them actually manage to get in...but unlucky for me!! i tried for times...two at zirca...n other two at rebel...still...they reject my entry...haix...n so...it turned out to be a very useless n unlucky day for me...n lucky there was zakiy to accompany me...we went cathay to catch a movie..but then...the nxt slot was at 3a.m!! so wth again..n to make me happy again...my fren azri gave me free popcorn,ice lemon tea n jumbo hotdog!! weeeee....well...tht is abt it i guess...tiring day i must say...no pics laa...forgot tht i have blog to post on this..hehe...k then!! toodlesss!!!

love,
fir
p/s: i miss u dad...n nur ummirah nasser..:(( ohh....n zakiy..haha

The Day That It Is All Said And Done..

2010-03-30T12:28:00.000-07:00

(a picture of my sis n my late dad)

07-03-10:

this very fine day...a day tht i shall remeber for the rest of my life...a day tht someone

so dearly and i love so much had gone to a better place..a place tht someone i called

dad has gone to rest..he had passed away..but nvr in my heart..u will always be in this

heart..memories of u will be kept till the day i die..i love u so much...:'(

25-03-10:
another sadness filled up my heart..broke up with nur ummirah nasser...someone
whom i dearly love.i had no choice but to let u go.i cant hold on the r'ship tht we had
animore..only for the first month and few weeks i felt your love..your warmth..n since the day
tht we make out..it was a different kinda story.your love,your warmth..it just keeps
fading.till it was nvr seen thru my eyes and nvr felt thru my heart..u are the one tht

i truly love.it nvr crossed my mind tht i ever want to "fool" behind ure back..or just

treat u as a way of releasing my lust..i knw i havent been nice to u..but all i knw is

tht i have been loving u with all my heart...i love u so much nur ummirah nasser..

didnt knw tht u can move on tht fast..especially with someone who always just trying
very hard to make us break up..well,i guess i have to put the blame on u as well..
bak kate pepatah..pokok takkan goyang kalau takde ribut...he wont stick to u if u
didnt give him any hopes..so yah..i hope tht the both of u will be happy..n if u ever
want to come back into my life..i will accept u with open arms..but i hope tht u come
back as a change person..n really understand hw i feel at this moment of my life..

the emptiness without the both of u in my life is unbearable..but somehw..i just need
to pull my socks up again..n back on my feet..i knw i can do it..farewell love ones..

love,
fir